Sunday, February 20, 2022

¿Por Qué Me Sonríes?

Work in Progress


A Mexican woman

With a sensual face, broad-lipped,

The right size and age.

Her hair fell 

like a soft curtain on his face 

as she bent her ear to hear

him respond

To her friendly question

“Why are you smiling at me?”

She had asked.


He had had a clear, sidewise 

look at her

from the end of the loud bar, 

and she was often turned

in his direction,

chatting with a female friend—

three of them there

in a party to watch the 

Superbowl— 

the gringa friend’s 

husband making the third.


Against the background clatter,

cresting tides of excited noise were incessant,

Responding to the broadcast fortunes 

of one of the teams or the other, 

but, laying beneath,

there was a fluttering feeling in the crowd.


During commercial breaks especially, 

some of that body 

were unconsciously inspired to quest in their 

surroundings for some clue 

to the greater meaning 

of the moment. 

Eyes were cast about, and, 

in a fraction of a flickering second,

His connected with hers--


They both knew it was coming.

Then it was there and then

it was gone.


They both knew 

that it would happen 

again. 

A spark had been lit,

The usual business

had been disturbed.

You wouldn't--couldn't-- 

walk out on something like that.


A little later, 

he watched her take a shot, 

probably tequila.

He was on his second beer. 

The game droned on, on multiple televisions,

but became more of a background. 

He couldn’t have told you who had the greater score. 

The locus of his feelings was shifting south.


A couple of more passes later.

They locked on again.

And soon after, 

again.


The room had contracted,

The space between them--

Electrified...

He felt tempted by her allure--no doubt,

And frightened for the threat 

to his marriage. 


He had made a decision

to neither deny his attraction, 

Nor his wedding band.

In other words:

the revealing path of 

honesty.


He would let the 

sheer pleasure of her company

be his guide.


Tuesday, February 8, 2022

It's About Time

It's about Time,
the whole shit-er-ee.

Just thank God
the major appliances
are all still running.

There'll come a time,
I know, when the stove
or just the toaster
will go kaput.

We dodged a bullet with that toaster 
a couple of years ago--
took it in to have it reparado...

...the guy told me he didn't do nothing-- 
in that Mexican way that they have--
and waved his fee away.

Saturday, February 5, 2022

Waking Up Worried

The feeling I had this morning:

The hangover of a jumbled dream 
in which I felt bumps on the backs of my thighs--
A malignant keratosis--
Dissolution of the treasures given in this particular incarnation. 
Ultimate poverty.

That's what was on my mind burrowing my face into a pillow
Bracing for reentry into our world and its familiar greedy fears,
This morning.